Tired~

here one of my zi lian pics before i go to school =D Im not shuai nor ugly just a average looking guy =x


Sometime listen what your own real heart say to you as your own heart will never have a time that it will ever lie to you.


I seriously ponder what will i be in the future, seriously. i soundedd like i mature quite a bit or perhaps i'm forced to? making decision for myself and making decision that decide my life is perhaps is not an easy task. perhaps this is me.

i really do wonder which is better: Animation or Games Designs?

Animation Or Games Designs???

felt like screaming my head off which can i choose? i do personally like games design a lot a lot. doing games is like creating a game of your own. how cool is that eh?? but the industry is that you must travel overseas to get a better job. i do seriously think that what will happen to me in the future? really with a games designer i really doubt myself..

Can i really do it? Or should i answer I CAN DO IT? Or will i be surviving in low income due to a less promising job? Or even will i just change my specialization in the coming future?

i have endless questions asking myself.. it will never ends whatever what happen. Guess what in a few months time i have to decide my path if i going Animation, games or IM. IM is a no to me. i dun quite like juz dead designs like logo design or web designer or graphic designer. Although the job is quite promising as u are surely ganranteed a job just that your pay varies to what you produce. BUT games are totally different even you are in a job perhaps your pay is just as the same as a cleaner. In fact i do seriously think about it. Do i really interested in animation? if i go to animation i will go in to jobs like movies editor , graphic designer(animation) or even as some animators for advertisement or creating a series of animation like japanese anime? truely it did interest me in the japanese anime as its currently the most hot in the industry.. However games.. i do think both are similar unless you produce a nice work in animation or a nice work in games , you will not earn huge bucks in your bank. BUT I LIKE GAMES SO MUCH....

i said this in my presentation:


Choosing your specialization is not exactly choosing a path that will give you huge bucks but instead choosing a specialization that is What you really like, What you really long for and giving your fullest effort in it.

hmmm...

What exactly is Love? i frequently ask myself..

Is Love a process for you yourself to suffer in pain in the inner heart even if no one ever stab your heart?

I seriously ponder about it.. really what is love..