Sudden feelings~
It's another normal day - a really really normal day. It's kinda boring these days. Ever since i came back from my japan trip, i realised something - I had been giving a lot of empty promises or perhaps excuses to myself.
Perhaps, this is life. When you have the 'in' feeling that you 'WANT' to 'DO' , it just gradually disappear in no time. Okay i know that its kinda lame shit, why bother giving yourself excuses saying ' disappear' instead of saying in a straightforward word -
'LAZY'.
Perhaps this is me. I'm still finding out who i am, what i want to do, what exactly i want. If you think that you know your ownself well then you are wrong, very wrong. Instead the one who knows you yourself well is actually the people beside or around you. Of course this is my own opinion, you can choose to agree or dissagree for what i care.
I suddenly have some feeling to do some blogging today, when i hear some songs that i ususally hear when i'm doing some serious work overnight. It's some memorable experience that i had during my life. Doing work overnight is something really something that is worth experiencing. As in doing work and not playing. Playing overnight and WORKING overnight is TOTALLY different.
For myself, when i do stuff overnight, i realized there is a sort of a period of 'sleepy-ness' as in that period your body and your brain is trying to 'psyco' you to 'go slee, go sleep'. I'm not joking.
that period for me is around at 1am or around 1.30am. When it start, you just cant resist it. You must close up your vision ahead, lie your head on the working table filled with papers undone and rest.
Of course, you won't sleep well because all the undone papers will become ''ghost" and try to haunt you. After 1/2 hour or so, get a hot drink like tea/coffee and drink a sip of it, wash your face, and you will be refreshed as new. Trust me, it is tested on myself. I don't know if it is true or not, but i just know that it is true for me, if it is true for you perhaps tell me?
Now back telling what has been happening in my course. Currently i had started Semester 2 not long ago. I think we students feedback had sort of a power in it. Whatever we said in the feedback paper towards the teachers served as a--
"hammer trying to imply some crack in their rice bowl. I think for now our hammers are not as strong to make a crack but we can still make it unstable( shaking)."
They make a relaxed kind of homework for us, trying to make us do all the work in class rather than doing at home. Its kinda a push for us to make us to complete it within a time limit which is 2hours or 3 hours time and hand it in. It probaply is a good practice as it can train me on the time limit i required to do work. ok whatever, back to topic.
Last semester, we gave super strong feedback on softwares teaching. Perhaps, it really had a strong impact on what we said. Even Ms Gail said ' We, Teachers received strong feedbacks from you students, Really STRONG feedbacks from you.' Then i realise that, that feedback is working.
We all complaint that, the softwares like photoshop, digital painting, or any softwares introduced to us is not well taught. We did not learn anything. Its not like attending a school. We must do it independantly, learn it independantly, everything is on our own. Its like having a teacher and do not have a teachers doesn't make a difference at all.
This time perhaps, they take the feedbacks seriously and now all the new softwares introduced are taught well. They teach in a way that sort of slow BUT CLear for people to learn and grasp it clearly. That is called teaching well enough for students. For you all to know, i'm now learning the 3D maya software and mastering adobe illustrator. It is well taught i must say. Everything is clear well transmitted to us.
Perhaps, That's it for today! =D Feeling a little emo and a little mixed happiness in it. Currently still figuring out why am i emo-ing for no reasons at all. LOL
still finding who am i.
Perhaps, this is life. When you have the 'in' feeling that you 'WANT' to 'DO' , it just gradually disappear in no time. Okay i know that its kinda lame shit, why bother giving yourself excuses saying ' disappear' instead of saying in a straightforward word -
'LAZY'.
Perhaps this is me. I'm still finding out who i am, what i want to do, what exactly i want. If you think that you know your ownself well then you are wrong, very wrong. Instead the one who knows you yourself well is actually the people beside or around you. Of course this is my own opinion, you can choose to agree or dissagree for what i care.
I suddenly have some feeling to do some blogging today, when i hear some songs that i ususally hear when i'm doing some serious work overnight. It's some memorable experience that i had during my life. Doing work overnight is something really something that is worth experiencing. As in doing work and not playing. Playing overnight and WORKING overnight is TOTALLY different.
For myself, when i do stuff overnight, i realized there is a sort of a period of 'sleepy-ness' as in that period your body and your brain is trying to 'psyco' you to 'go slee, go sleep'. I'm not joking.
that period for me is around at 1am or around 1.30am. When it start, you just cant resist it. You must close up your vision ahead, lie your head on the working table filled with papers undone and rest.
Of course, you won't sleep well because all the undone papers will become ''ghost" and try to haunt you. After 1/2 hour or so, get a hot drink like tea/coffee and drink a sip of it, wash your face, and you will be refreshed as new. Trust me, it is tested on myself. I don't know if it is true or not, but i just know that it is true for me, if it is true for you perhaps tell me?
Now back telling what has been happening in my course. Currently i had started Semester 2 not long ago. I think we students feedback had sort of a power in it. Whatever we said in the feedback paper towards the teachers served as a--
"hammer trying to imply some crack in their rice bowl. I think for now our hammers are not as strong to make a crack but we can still make it unstable( shaking)."
They make a relaxed kind of homework for us, trying to make us do all the work in class rather than doing at home. Its kinda a push for us to make us to complete it within a time limit which is 2hours or 3 hours time and hand it in. It probaply is a good practice as it can train me on the time limit i required to do work. ok whatever, back to topic.
Last semester, we gave super strong feedback on softwares teaching. Perhaps, it really had a strong impact on what we said. Even Ms Gail said ' We, Teachers received strong feedbacks from you students, Really STRONG feedbacks from you.' Then i realise that, that feedback is working.
We all complaint that, the softwares like photoshop, digital painting, or any softwares introduced to us is not well taught. We did not learn anything. Its not like attending a school. We must do it independantly, learn it independantly, everything is on our own. Its like having a teacher and do not have a teachers doesn't make a difference at all.
This time perhaps, they take the feedbacks seriously and now all the new softwares introduced are taught well. They teach in a way that sort of slow BUT CLear for people to learn and grasp it clearly. That is called teaching well enough for students. For you all to know, i'm now learning the 3D maya software and mastering adobe illustrator. It is well taught i must say. Everything is clear well transmitted to us.
Perhaps, That's it for today! =D Feeling a little emo and a little mixed happiness in it. Currently still figuring out why am i emo-ing for no reasons at all. LOL
still finding who am i.
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